online shopping dilema

arghs. im supposed to be doing my analytical project presentation slides BUT
i got so sian after finishing my fyp grp meeting slides so i started online "window" shopping!

then these two things caught my eye. so now, im debating real hard whether to buy them or not!!

considering i just bought this shirt dress just last night..




and i have bought SO many DRESSES online ever since god knows when... but this following one is simple on top but the intricate floral patterns at the end of the skirt part is so so so prettty!! and it's BROWN! my favourite clothing colour!! arghsss. HOW??!!





then went on to another site and saw THIS TOP!





i love the leafy prints and the cut of the top.. and of coz, the white portion creates this bustier look! hahaha. oh mannn.. n the colours are so pretty im spoilt for choice!
ok wait. i hvnt even decided on buying it!! AHHHH! HOW HOW.

im terrible. i dun literally physically go shopping/window shopping and yet im still spending to much money!!!

and i still want my that pretty glittery espirit watchhh!! and my perfume's running out... Arghssss... AHHHHH

i just hav the sudden urge to spend money so im like controlling myself by blogging so that i wun go ibanking website to do fund transfer. its sucha ezy pizzy way of splurging n u dun see the money gone until u start loooking at the monthly statements...CRAP

HELP.

im going mad. now i wish i haf all the time so that i can work dman hard at ucc n give many many tuitions so that i can haf many many money to spend and i wun feel so angry with myself.

it's all BOILS DOWN TO MY MOST HATED THING NOW - FYP
all FYP's fault.
STUPID FYP.
u noe becoz of u hor, i cant work, i got no money, i cant spend, i got negative "income" every month, and coz im so lazy n tired i keeep cabbing.
AHHHH

the importance of MONEY. M-O-N-E-Y

ok conclusion. i need a rich husband. hah. superficial.