let something good happen so that i wun have so much regret

u noe wat. i really think SEP sux.
or rather UCSD sux.

i so regret coming over.
im like one of the RARE ones.. like 1 out of 100 ppl who totally dun enjoy SEP.
everione i noe love sep. enjoys sep. dun wanna go back sg.
still trying damn hard to get that feeling.
everithing admin screws up its me.
k i might be self pitying and everione goes thru this.. but
the rest of my NUS frens here in UCSD also nothing so happening.
even UCSD admin is against me.
give me late enrollment. then i'll have prob's enrolling for modules.
then i cant get the modules i fight for against nus (and im still in the midst of fighting for it)
having email relays with my prof and trying hard to get everithing approved and changed.
wth.
two rounds of it. admin 2 rounds.
exams 2 rounds.
great.

everione tells me all will be fine.
u wil in no time enjoy it n dun wanna go bk sg.
its been more than a month here.
i still tink it sux.
ppl scold me say i got chance to come here still dun treasure.
still complain.
ppl want also dun have chance. etc etc .etc.
make the best out of it.
i noe all that. i really do.
im trying. really.
but things just dun wanna make life ez for me.

just let something good happen to me so that i wun feel so much regret for coming over.

*sobz*